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 Last night sadness hunts me; I don't know why. I want to fight it, but I cannot resist the feeling of sadness that I felt last night; all I did is feel it all-all the sorrow and regrets. I chatted with my friend about what happened last night, and he told me that, It is okay to feel sometimes lost because we all feel that way; we should be firm and fight again. Indeed, I miss that person and the idea of that person.

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